Saturday, May 30, 2009

Goin Through It...

The month of May has been extremely overwhelming. Not gonna put all of my business out there but right now I'm definitely in need of a fresh start. So in the month of June I'm gonna focus mainly on myself and gaining a FULL understanding of myself and getting my emotions in check. Because lately I've been an emotional wreck and trying to push my feelings to the side like it's nothing isn't as easy as it used to be. My memory card is officially full and I need to get some of this mess out of my system. It's unhealthy. I barely sleep and I don't eat as much as I used to. NEVER HUNGRY and that's odd for me. I always "claim" to do these things to get ppl off my back. I went from weighing 135 to 127. UNHEALTHY! I recently talked to my friend Dru and omg I thank God for this guy! He made me feel like I wasn't alone throughout this whole situation and made me realize a lot of things about myself. His words so encouraging and hit so close to home. I'm SO GLAD we got back in contact. He's one of the greatest guys ever. Hate on it if you wanna! But I refuse to let this bring me down. So I'm gonna try my best to walk with my head held high and a smile on my face; a real one. So please keep me in your prayers, my loves.

--Ana♥

5 comments:

Miss.Stefanie said...

Ana- You are always in my prayers. Funny the other night I thought about you...usually text people when this happens but dint have your numero.

Love you mamita!

supremeee. said...

i hope everything works out for you, love. <3

kmx | Araika Eanomi. said...

Of course things will get better my love. Or else I'll be forced to use violence, preferably strangulation against this "God" guy...or whomever. Let me stop joking like an ass.

Keep your head up, you're in charge of YOU and you're personal happiness. I lurve youuuu. =)

Jasmine Hormes said...

yay im so proud of you.
drews great =D

JuJu said...

u will def be in my prayers ma; stay postive - i've been thru hell and somehow have made it back.. but you are starting with the most important step; sayin fckk everything else and worry abt yourself first! love ya mamas!!!